silence...

whats come into your mind when you read "silence" ?
something peace ? tranquil? serenity ?
environment without sounds ? no actions have been taken ? no wars? no fights ?
the silence i mean here is , the silence in your life... ...
it can only be feel.. .. ..
life goes on silently, i am not pointing that you have no any success in your life or not doing anything impressive....
what i mean is fulfil... and satisfied of your life...
its not bout wealth health nor love...
its bout, your inner part of life , your heart
there is no emptyness , there is no great happy , no conflicts or anything...
when you feel the silence... you will just have a smile maybe ...
it is something elusive thus, difficult to explain ...
you will understand it, when you have no reliance on any external forces to continue your life...
external forces are those religion, will, fame, greed, rigths, relation with any other people, environments etc.
you continue your life on your own feeling, listen to your heart, you are not force yourself to follow any rules,restriction, limitation, not bound to anything or the will of going to be anything...
because we always want to be someone, willing to reach somewhere, so we are always restrict from the "truth" of our heart, we are not listening to our heart and the consequence is your life will nvr in peace, you always looking for something yet you are unable to be satisfied, you fight throughout your whole life for nothing, your life feel with terror it might be...
if we always listen to our heart
then you will be rest in silence ...
at the end of your life, you will have no feeling of emptyness, frustration, regrate,sad, yet, not too much of happiness, for you are just satisfied in your heart and it is in peace...
what i explain here might have mislead from what i actually wanna say ...but .. it doesn't matter...
for if we know it better the impossible for us to realise it, same to our life, the more we read, the more we listen, the more we see, the lesser the chances for us to understand what is our life... the lesser the chances for us to know the truth on everything... we can only feel, at that moment and understand by our hearts but not in words.... only your heart can tell what is it ... ...