kluang trip

just back from kluang few days ago...
why i went there ?
to meet with someone.... someone that i want to meet .... her....
i wonder if she still want to meet with me again? next time ?
i don't know... the only thing i know is... i want to see her again...
who is she? someone i know quite some time ago...
boy is like that.. at least for me...
tell the truth i still don't know what is love for i never experienced
every girl i feel that they are nice... then they are....
so... this might sound funny but.. i like many girls before (can see through my blog =_= always like this girl ... miss that girl... and end up, none i really like =_=lll)
or... just simply call it, monkey love.... ~.~
try to flash back some time ago...
that day...
sport carnival at subang...
coach try to intro a girl to me, someone i don't know at all
when they ask the girl come nearer and before they or she speaks a word, i just turn away and run away immediately without second though...
as a consequences, my team mates laugh at me for quite some period of time...

second time....
a girl i don't know, know online, she called me, i'm surprise with it
she is so aggresive and i just can't deny
however we still end up nothing

third time...
some of my friends might know this story
i met with the girl at timesquare.. i told the story to some of yours...
i'm so nervous and don't know what to do on spot
and end up nothing also...

maybe it's true with what people always saying "we are destine to meet with the wrong girl before we met the fated one"
ya...
this time at kluang, although
while eating i still cant find a topic or anything to chat
at least
i feel that i'm getting better than before
and
i found that, it's not that big matter to join with girls, no ?
i even play badminton with her and her friends
oh shit...
i just wanna talk bout my kluang trip... and see, what i end up with =_=lll
these are not what i wanna discuss man....
this time...
i actually...
i really...
found what i'm looking for...
may Venus bless me....
may 月老 bless me....
i'm not gonna do anything but give up everything to fate...
if we have fate i believe, one day, dream may come true... i believe
i'm looking forward to next holiday....
and... me too like the city and the citizens there as well, although it's not a big city with big big shopping centre etc...
those are not what i after anyway...
before this, i've though, what her though to me ?
but now, i no more considering what she thinking bout me,
as i said
if we have fate, there's no need for me to consider all these

one more thing...
at there, i nvr said words like "anything" or "cincai" which i used to speak all the time whenever someone ask me anything... haha, i don't know why but to her... i just try not to use these words..
before anything else... i will improve myself, for future sake, i want her to be happy