Sunday, August 1, 2010

what a good day ~

FINALLLLLLYYYY!!!!!
after 2 months she's been here in utar.... finally i met her !!!
although its just for a short while.... ....
she ? who's she ?
the girl from johor of course ... ^.^
i was so nervous and don't know what to do or what to say .... well... anyway i still act like i'm calm enough...
i am stupid enough for not fetching her back for i do drive to tarc that day ...
oh... my apologize... will explain the whole picture for you guys, my lovely reader before i continue further
well...
yesterday, which is saturday, my college have a competition at tarc, and i'm there too of course !!
i informed her that i was there, and i'm very happy to hear from her that she wants to meet up ^^
i was so nervous and donno how should i react....
cut off all the embarrasing part (which i though i am)
as the match finished, me and few guys was having some tea time else where...
that's when i actually found out how stupid i was....

1, i din offer her a drive to take her home... (i was thinking to while she's with me, but ... you know, i don't know how to speak it out .... haiz, i need more bravery ....)

2, coach pass me a chair for her to sit (we are standing by the way), although she refuses to, but i not even try to convince her to sit ....

3, i din ask her for lunch ....

4, there's so much stupidity of me that i cant remember ....

anyway... i still feel very very very very very very very happy to meet up with her ....
although... it's kinda short and.... aiks....
hope won't left her bad images...
but i was still very happy ^^

i really wonder what she thinking .... or ... does she feel the same way as me ? nervous ?
however that doesnt concern me ... i guess ?
i just wish that god will please me ... T.T
stop day dreaming and let it be....
顺其自然。。。
don want to think too much.... ya, am thinking too much, she might just take me as another usual friend, who knows, that doesnt really matter anyway, like i said 顺其自然。。。

another case...
i feel sorry to my another friend who study there, haha
as i reached tarc, i called her immediately, and even now i still wonder why am i calling her =.=llll
at that time, i just have this in my mind "ah my friend study here, give her a call" =.=llll
and i didnt even realize its still early in the morning, and mostly by that time, people are still in bed, thats why i feel sorry to her =.=

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