now only i realise .....

talk back to that girl...
the Touch ... the one i concern... as i mentioned in previous few posts...
to tell the truth....
since the day i know her ... i not really close with her ... we are just classmates ... simple as that...
until the day that she really touches me .... i'm still not really close with her , we are just know each other ....for i really rarely to mix with girl and i wont feel easy ....
there are exception, but the percentage is low ...
until recently ...
through years ... more or less there are still chances for we to talk ... mostly on msn of course ... its difficult for me to face her .... somehow ....
well... through all the conversation.... i know her a little bit more compare to the past .... slowly and slowly ... i know her a little bit and a bit more .... and soon i discover that ... ermm...
the more i know her ... the more i realise how normal she is ....
not smart as i expected and so on .... although she speaks english fluently ....
well....
to match the title ...
finally ... i realise what is the meaning of "someone that special to you"
although she's that normal , just the same as other, nothing special
, somehow, you have a special feeling towards her... maybe thats the meaning of "someone that special to you" which everyone talking all around all the days ....
the more i know her , the more i understand the meaning of this .... ....
someone that really special for you ...
seems... special is not enough to describe that feeling .... yet i dont know what word should i use to describe that ... just feeling and thats all ... thats the only word that i can think of ...
feeling